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2010-04-06T22:31:00.000-07:00

after seeing quite a few ppl start using tumblr,

i went to explore a little here and there and started my own.

i wonder if i shld stop updating this blog and just blog with tumblr?

i seldom blog though.

i only reblog meaningful(to me at least) quotes.

hahaha.

anyway..

if u interested in my tumblr,

ask me for my tumblr url!

2010-04-04T08:29:00.000-07:00

feeling quite shitty this few days.

must be the time of the month

and time of the sem.

haha. =(

i'm a happy girl~

2010-03-24T05:25:00.000-07:00

#1: phone ---- got it!

#2: camera ---- got it!

#3: wallet ---- got it too~~~~~

i'm a happy girl~

now left the adidas jacket!

and i was aiming for watch for quite some time too.

wahahaha.

damn.

my wish list can nv stop increasing. =(

OMG.

2010-03-16T10:45:00.000-07:00

got my camera during IT fair last wk!

tmr getting my phone!

OMG. $.$

and my wallet havent get!!

MY MY MY MY GOD......!

and and and and....!

i saw a new adidas jacket!

$149!!!

i'm SO gonna get it!!!

i think i spend until too happy and numb already.

now $149 i think it's nth compared to the amt i spend on my camera and phone.

HAHA. SHIT.

this cant continue man!

I'M NOT EVEN WORKING!

anybody wanna donate some money to wee wee charity?

好心有好报!

HAHAHA.

hmm.

2010-03-12T08:48:00.000-08:00

i felt...

sad?

wishlist? or rather.. to buy list.

2010-03-08T03:19:00.000-08:00

woohoo!

after CNY..

it's spending time~~~

i know i know...

i shld save up!

but kinda aimed them for quite some time already?

i know i know..

they are a want.. not a need..

but but but.....! argh.

dont try to psycho me not to buy them pls!

if u want to try psycho-ing..

pls try to psycho urself to buy them for me?

wahahaha.

here it goes....!

#1: phone

#2: camera

#3: wallet

this 3 at the moment.

but just #1 is enough to burn my pocket.

what's more with #2 on the list?

hahaha.

i'm feeling so broke even before i start to spend.

need... job.... seriously....

or rather.. need.... CASH.... $.$

i can never save up my money!

i spend money like drink water.

expensive water.. haha!

always aiming for expensive stuff.

havent start earning already start spending like i'm a tai tai.

i cant imagine when i have a full time job...

what will become of me?!

tsk tsk.

and that chee wei ask me go find ASK bf.

go where find sia?!

i think i shld start psycho-ing myself..

i must be frugal..

i must be thrifty..

i must be frugal..

i must be thrifty..

i must be frugal..

i must be thrifty..

i must be frugal..

i must be thrifty..

i must be frugal..

and at the end of the day..

i know this is not gonna work.

自欺欺人.

WAHAHAHA.

career and education fair 2010

2010-03-04T11:06:00.001-08:00

i wanna work in universal studios!

anybody wanna work with me?

but i dont know if i shld go work part time over there.

cos i wanna find a full time job asap.

but at the same time i wanna relax and go for holiday..

so thought of finding a part time meanwhile enjoy myself.

dont know if that's a wise choice.

hahaha.

and i was looking at some early childhood cert..

i was taking the different brochures..

then the person in front then said..

* my hand reaching out for the brochure in green *

Person: "oh this is for becoming a principal one."

me: "oh okay.." *move my hand to next brochure*

Person: "this is for teaching one"

me: "oh okay..."

me: (talking to myself) but i wanna be principal!

* took the brochure for course as a principal and left *

wahahahaha!

how huh?

i'm still unsure of what i'm wanna do after i graduate!

sunshine after the rain?

2010-02-09T06:10:00.000-08:00

ytd was a bad day.

the day before ytd wanted to charge my low batt hp before i slp,

so i plug in the charger to my phone and on the switch.

and ytd i woke up to only realized that i didnt plug my charger to the switch.

so i didnt charge my phone!!

next, while waiting for mavis to go to sch

bcos i dont have any reading materials on hand

so i wanted to listen to my ipod to pass time.

i switch on my ipod..

havent even finish playing one song..

BATTERY FLAT!

yao siu.

and so, my journey home ytd was boring!

then, when i reach sch..

i realized i didnt bring my pencil box.

HAHA. what a day!!

HOWEVER..

tday was different!

charged my phone.

charged my ipod.

brought my pencil box out.

and other than 372,

i didnt have to wait for train and bus to sch!

they arrived when i reached. =D

and it was raining heavily initially.

but when reach sch there's no rain!

so i didnt have to walk a longer route to my lect.

journey back home was smooth too!

reached home, ate my cup noodle and went to slp!

it's always nice to sleep in the evening.

although i was too tired to wake up for a jog.

wahaha!

if only everyday could be this smooth and lucky!

it doesnt pay to be nice.

2010-01-20T06:09:00.000-08:00

disappointed.

didnt know an intention out of good will can cause so much trouble!

now. it's really better to keep quiet at times.

it doesnt feel good.

seriously.

sorry for causing all the misunderstanding!

p.s: am feeling much better now!

p.p.s: THANKS those who listened to me rant. =)

first week of sch past.

2010-01-15T19:48:00.001-08:00

first week of sch just past.

posted up my first assignment late.

haha.

i'm so retarded!

i actually read the wrong article..

came up with the questions..

wanna post up already then realized it's wrong!

#$#$@^#%^&$%^*^!#$@$#%%&^$&

am supposed to post my article before 12mn.

and i only realized my mistake at 10pm.

in the end i posted the rest of the questions at 2/3am.

hahaha.

first wk only so screwed up already.

i wonder how the rest of the sem is going to be screwed.

bad start.. bad start..

and kukuness.

they eat up my CNY holidays.

my term break supposed to be the week after CNY.

but my sch is super smart.

they bring my term break one week fwd.

that is.. my CNY week.

so means i might have work to do on that wk.

@#$#@%$#^

byebye my last holiday =(

2010-01-11T05:08:00.000-08:00

ytd marked the end of my last ever holiday as a student.

and tday is my first day sch.

so not prepared to go to sch.

nv check for notes.

nv check for the lect location.

nv find out tutorial balloting time.

jialat sia.

my last sem somemore.

and guess what?

i have things to hand in on fri already lor!

boring sia.

and i still dont know what i want to do after graduation.

aimless and lost.

how?

back from japan!

2009-12-08T02:20:00.001-08:00

finally. exams ended.

went to japan the very next day after my last paper.

and i'm back!

time really flies.

although i missed sg when i was there.

now i miss Japan.

hahaha

i wanna go back again!

hokkaido!!!!

actually i dont know what to blog.

just wanna clear some dust.

finally holidays are here!

PPL ASK ME OUT!

I'M FREEEEEEEEE NOW!!!!!

back from japan!

2009-12-08T02:20:00.000-08:00

WAHAHA! HAPPY =D

2009-11-11T16:10:00.000-08:00

muahaha!!

wahahaha!

HOHOHO~

hahahaha!

despite turning a yr older just yesterday..

i received the best compliment ever!

bcos of the japan trip in 2 wks time,

i went to get a H1N1 vaccine.

so i went to the clinic with my mama.

the clinic assistant turn to me and said..

"she cannot get the vaccine leh."

in my mind i was like....

"HUH?! WHY?! bcos i didnt bring my ic to register?!"

the next moment she said..

"need to be 18 and above to get the vaccine"

and i went... (in my heart of cos..)

"MUAHAHAHA. WAHAHAHAHA! HAHAHA HOHOHO LALALA!"

i LOOKED underage!!!

side track.

the jab is super pain lah!

i can still feel the burning sensation like after half an hr lor!

and my mama say she felt nth!

and my arm is like so hot while her arm felt normal!

WHY SIA?!

and know what?

the worst side effect is actually minor stroke

which needs to be hospitalized for at least 6mths!

i'm feeling the side effect of pain and slight fever now lor.

while my mama is feeling nth at all.

so does this means i have higher chances to get stroke?!

HAHAHA.

ok i know stupid analysis.

and i think my memory is really deteriorating!

yes, at the age of 22!

cos i totally dont rmb visiting that clinic at all

but they have my records!

i dont even have a wee bit information recalled abt the clinic.

shit man..

i'm starting to doubt my memory already.

so cheewei, maybe i did went to ur hse before.

HAHAHAHA.

happy bday!

2009-11-10T09:22:00.001-08:00

have been neglecting this blog for awhile..

till i dont even rmb what is my blog address.

hahahaha

i guess it's time to change again?

oh well.

another year older.

another year nearer to death. LOL

and it's my ugliest bday ever to date.

hahaha.

big small eyes plus mo peng. SAD!

this yr not really in the mood to celebrate.

but i do appreciate those who made effort to give me surprise, presents and celebrations.

a simple "happy bday" wish really really makes my day.

bday wish dont have to be outstanding lah. haha

THANKS those who rmbed and wished me.

and those who forgets abt me..

one word.. SAD!

hahahaha. 朋友做到昨天 !!

nah lah. i'm not that bad.

BUT that doesnt mean i dont feel sad k!

hahaha!

not only that i do not have the mood to celebrate.

i do not have the mood to do my assignments.

i dont have the mood to do anything at all!

and scarily, time has been passing too fast.

i dont wish to waste my time slacking.

neither can i push myself to do work.

i felt that i'm getting from bad to worst.

tsk tsk.

as i grow older,

i start to realize i dont understand myself.

is it bcos the older i grow

the more i think?

i'm like always contradicting myself lor.

i wonder sometimes i do things bcos of what i want others to see me as

or i do things bcos i'm borne this way.

my stupid course made me thinks a lot.

but at the same time i hate thinking..

so it's like (+1) + (-1) = 0

+1 : i thinks a lot

-1 : i hate thinking so much so i stop myself from thinking

0 : as a result, disrupted thoughts left unanswered.

by writing the above..

i made myself blur again.

i wonder i blogged bcos i wanna express my feeling regardless of any readers

or i blogged bcos i want to let my readers to know how i feel?

or i blogged bcos i want my readers to see me as what i want to portray myself as?

the cyber world is full of lies....

tsk tsk. beware.

mid term tests

2009-09-29T08:26:00.000-07:00

one down.
two more.

today's paper sure fail.
out of 62 questions,
i can only confirm ONE question correct.
the rest i used guess one lor.
study so much but seemed useless.
when studying i seems to know what i'm reading.
but when doing the paper,
everything just mixed up
and the things i've studied seems to then blurred into a pool of useless information

i always seemed to understand what i've studied but i actually dont.
what can i do abt myself?????
i'm super lazy and my determination is weak.
even a temptation of a car doesnt help.
i really wanna get good grades for once, for myself.
but i just cant seems to focus, concentrate, understand and remember
howwwwwwww?

time flies

2009-09-15T04:43:00.000-07:00

seems like i just started sch ytd..
but it's week 6 already..
and next wk term break..
but it seems like i have yet to do anything.
still dilly dally-ing.
other people seems busy but i seems free.
i felt as though i have a lot of things to do
but i dont know what are they!

graduating soon too.
dont know what kind of job i want.
should i go be a teacher?
but my character doesnt seems to fit to be a teacher.
22nd years of life still as aimless.
hahahaha.
how??

another wisdom gone

2009-08-22T06:52:00.000-07:00

i'm 2 wisdom lesser now.
which make me super stupid?
suddenly feels like extracting the remaining 2.
that makes me zero wisdom.
wahahaha.

didnt know extracting tooth is addictive.
i think people do change..
by A LOT!
i used to hate going to the dentist.
even if pain until bth i also wont go.

say say only lah.
ask me go operate my bottom wisdom tooth i'm still scared know.
and i'm still afraid of "bu ya" too
hahahahaha

have been slacking the whole of today.
i ought to start studying.
i still dont have the mood to do so.
but everyone ard me seems to start already.
which is kinda stressing me.
oh well.......
it's for my own good.
i shall force myself to do it then.
but maybe next wk then start.
wahaha. =P

regarding the matter on my mind.
i guess i can put it down already. =)
considered this as a big step.
GOOD JOB! =D

dentist tmr. =(

2009-08-21T10:32:00.000-07:00

i'm going to the dentist finally!
9:40am sia. early!!!!!
i thought it's wisdom tooth decay.
so i made an appointment to extract it.
but i just see again,
it's the molar that is decaying instead.
argh.
i seriously hate "bu ya"-ing
i would rather extract it then "bu" it
cos bu ya dont have anesthetic!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i suddenly dont feel like going to the dentist!
HOW............................
=(((((

i'm not going to allow anymore decay!
i MUST keep my teeth clean!!!!!!!!

1st week

2009-08-14T10:43:00.000-07:00

1st week of sch just ended in a flash.
i havent even get used to waking up for classes.
very fast, wk 2..
then wk 3, 4, 5, 6 .... 13, exams!!
then... HOLIDAY!! =D
ok maybe i looked too far forward already.
but time flies isnt it?

everything is moving so fast.
yet i'm still walking slowly,
taking my own sweet time..
before i know it,
i have to start looking for jobs already.
wonder how can i 锁住时间
i really needa wake up and start planning.
i realized i'm kinda in a denial state.
how i wish life could be as simple as ABC
hahahaha!

and there's this one thing on my mind.
kinda frustrated due to this,
cos i simply cant get it off my mind.
but on the other hand,
it might be the case that i'm thinking too much.
and i kinda dont want to face it..
guess i'm still not prepared for anything like this.

btw, i'm still very traumatized by school.
cos there are so many things that i've forgotten,
so many things i dont understand,
so many things to study..
i need a smarter, critical brain and a better memory.
=(

day 2 of sch.

2009-08-13T01:07:00.000-07:00

2nd day of sch..
printer's ink running out.
sian.

2nd day of sch..
skipped lect.
tsk tsk tsk.

seriously still in my holiday mood.
no motivations for sch.
almost skipped morning lect as well.
but since it's psych module i decided to go.
4 hours later, another lecture.
went to ikea for lunch first and decided to head home.
i'm supposed to pia this last 2 sems!
but am already skipping class on the 2nd day of sch.
how??

traumatized by sch already.
=(

sch and rachel

2009-08-10T08:40:00.000-07:00

sch starts tmr.....
TIM GAI~~~~~~~!!!!
=(

putting that a side...
today rachel super funny lah!!!
so cute can?!
here goes the conversation in the car..

chelchel: *tap tap on xiao yi's shoulder*
chelchel: "xiao mei mei, ni yao mai handphone ma?"

xiao yi: "o.O huh? wei shen me yao mai handphone?"

chelchel: "because.... ni de handphone huai liao lor~~~"

xiao yi: "huh? orh okay... wo yao mai handphone"

chelchel: "xiao mei mei, *tapping on my shoulder again* ni yao mai handphone and battery ma?"

xiao yi: "huh?! wei shen mei yao mai battery? handphone inside no battery meh?"

chelchel: "because...... because.... battery will spoil liao lor~~~"

xiao yi: "HAHAHAHAHA, okay.. then i buy i got how many battery now?"

chelchel: *thinks for a sec* " liang ge!!!!!"

everyone: *LAUGHS out super loud*

she then keeps on calling me xiao mei mei..
ask me want to buy handphone or not..
like promoting the battery to me also.
wahahahaha!
i wonder if she really know that i will have 2 battery or anyhow one.
hahahahaha

then i ask back her the same question...

xiao yi: "xiao mei mei ni yao mai handphone ma??"
chelchel: "BU YAO!"
xiao yi: *?!?!?!?!*
xiao yi: "ni yao mai milk milk ma?"
chelchel: *YAO!!!!*
xiao yi: *?!?!?!*

there are more then these actually..
but i forgot the content liao..
the above is the gist of the super funny conversation!
omg super impressed by her conversation know!
potential sales girl can?!
wonder where did she learn this from?!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
SO CUTE LAH.......!!!!

finally start packing!

2009-08-04T09:27:00.001-07:00

since 3 mths ago i have been saying i want to pack my room.
and i said i wanna do it before sch starts......
i finally START packing today!
which is less than a week before sch officially start.
i kept my promise!
*proud of myself*
hahahahaha.

HOWEVER..
i didnt pack much today..
merely kept my last sem notes and texts
and cleaned my table a little.
but hey! it's a good start ok!
next target would be my clothes!
then the other 2 cupboards that contains not only my stuff but my sis's as well
and ultimately the 7 going to 8 years nv touch cupboard.
only after all the packing then i'll revamp my room!
i wanna paint my room GREEEEENNNNNN!
any volunteers? hahaha

what stops me from packing,
other then laziness...
although still is laziness again...
is the dust accumulated all these while!
i'm super super sensitive to dust!
just packing a table that i used everyday,
caused my eyes to itch and swell already.
cant imagine packing 7 going to 8 years nv touch the cupboard.
omg i dont even dare to think lor!
i think i'll need my gears like googles, mask, gloves

muscle aches!

2009-07-31T01:43:00.000-07:00

been quite some time since i blogged.
other then the usual laziness,
it's still bcos i'm lazy...
wahahaha.
ok lame i know.

well, sch is starting.
bidding modules now
nus offered very little modules this sem..
leaving me nth to bid for.
kinda sucks.
i hate bidding.
oh well.......
2 more sems is all i've left with nus.
a pity i'm not able to take my honors.
the price to pay for being lazy, not diligent, and not so smart.

anyway..
had 2 sessions of badminton consecutively
before my muscles ache could heal,
i played again the next day..
now... i have super muscles aches.
hahahaha.
i cant even wear my bra with ease know!
that's how pain it is.
besides badminton,
i've joined yoga class with the qlx girls as well!

i'm enjoying a healthy lifestyle now!
but stupid mac came back with seaweed shaker fries......
spoiler sia!
i've reduced my fast food and junk food intake already!
now they are back..... why like that?!
but not bad lah.
i lost 3kg within this 3 mths!
7 more kgs to go!!!!
FIGHTING! hahahaha

p.s: i just realized i blogged on the first and last day of July. haha

boredddd

2009-07-01T10:06:00.000-07:00

time really flies...
3 mths now left with only 1 mth...
i havent even decide what modules to take.
argh. i can forsee that the new sem isnt gonna be any better.
i just dont have the motivation to continue studying..
i've nv dreaded sch this much...
Uni is the worst sch life i've ever had.

after like going out almost everyday for the past few weeks..
staying at home this week is totally boring!
however i still love the feeling of nua-ing at home.
and i'm happy for my small pocket as well.
hahahahaha.
cos i can see the hole getting bigger
most of them are contributed to the cinemas and restaurants.
oh well.........

although i've meeting up with friends..
but somehow or rather i still felt quite "alone".
sometimes getting bored at home make ppl think quite a bit.
maybe i'm just bored instead of lonely!
hahahaha.
but that doesnt mean meeting up with friends is boring.
ah.. i dont know what i talking abt.
this is what happens to me when i'm bored.
hahahahaha.
crapatimus prime transformed.

happpppiiiiieeeeee!

2009-06-26T22:07:00.000-07:00

went for a round of mahjong at sq hse after dinner!
this is the last round aka bei feng bei!
and my first ever 13 yao!! =D
thanks ah andy!
ai si ni le! hahahahahaha!
and of cos thanks eug ho for standing behind me!
eug brings luck to everyone! =D

bored.

2009-06-24T10:13:00.000-07:00

endless naggings.

when i've finally break free from restrictions and quarrels..
why do they have to come back?
you all dont used to be like this!
pls. i really really know what i'm doing!
you ppl told me i will have my freedom when i'm 21!
i have to say that i have been quite a good girl all these years.
i know my own limits.
what i shld do and what i shld not
i really hate this kind of feelings.
i know it may be a form of concern from all of you.
but the way you ppl put it in doesnt seems like it.
seriously, do u all really care about how i really feel?
or you ppl just dont trust me?
i just dont feel that i'm trusted.

mummy!

2009-06-22T00:31:00.000-07:00

chelchel: mummy mummy mummy mummy!!!
xiao yi: who are u calling mummy? (her mummy is at work)
chelchel: xiao yi lah...!

rachel is calling me mummy!
why sia?!
when i bring her go out she also call me mummy!
that makes people think that she is my daughter!!
and those stand chart/AIA people are stalking me!
omg... NO.................................................!!

p.s: i've changed song on my blog again! it's from hannah montana too. nice!

hahaha!

2009-06-17T06:39:00.000-07:00

chelchel: xiao yi go where?!
xiao yi: go exercise lor.
chelchel: xiao yi why go exercise?!
xiao yi: cos xiao yi fat fat ma.....
chelchel: xiao yi no fat fat ma....
xiao yi: then who fat fat??
chelchel: ah neh neh fat fat!!!!

omg... hahahaha!!!
few hrs later......

chelchel: *sings with dance moves* "mirror mirror who is that i seeeeeee!"
xiao yi: *follows and sings with her*
.
.
chelchel: *frowns* ayeeeeee, why u sing huh?!?!?!
xiao yi: *imitates her, frowns..* ayeeee why u sing huh?!
.
.
.
imitating each other for a couple more times........
xiao yi then walks away towards her mummy....
mummy then start singing the song...
xiao yi: ayeee why u(refering to her mummy) sing huh?!?!?!

chelchel looked at me and freeze for seconds..........
chelchel: i dont know leh!!! *shrugs* (repeating several times)

xiao yi then start singing again.......
chelchel: ayeeeeee, why u sing huh?!?!?!
xiao yi: I DONT KNOW LEHHHHH!! *shrugs* too.
chelchel: *stunned*

muahahahaha! so fun!!!

random.

2009-06-15T00:33:00.002-07:00

things dont always go the way you want it.
sometimes it's wiser to know nothing then everything,
and to do nothing then everything.
effort is not equivalent to result.
well, that's life.
yeah once again....

went gym with mavis on fri.
my virgin visit to the gym!
cos i always thought that there's nth i can do inside.
but seriously i still think so.
hahahaha.
but i dont mind accompanying my friends there though!
also for the sake of pushing myself to exercise.
perhaps, mavis u shld change my mindset!

east coast with poly friends on sun!
thanks to the muscle aches from the gym..
after cycling, my legs were so numb that i cant really walk properly.
but it was fun though!
it has been soooo long since we have such a gathering,
where so many ppl turn up.
well, it was meant to be a celebration for derrick bday.
but since the bday boy wasnt there..
i shall call this a class gathering instead.
to be honest,
i'm really pissed for many reasons.
but since he is the bday boy and it's already over
i shall put it aside.

i really hope that there are more activites rather than just dinner & home.
however, since everyone is busy with their own life
dinner is nothing more than we can ask for.
so i shall be glad that our grp is still meeting up.
the above applies to all my other cliques as well!
i really hate it when friends start drifting apart after every graduation
and am really envious of those who are able to maintain strong friendships after 10, 20 etc years.
i hope that i can do that too!

anyway, side track!
i had 3 times of thai express in a week!
even got their orange card.
so who ever that craves for thai express ask me along!
it seems like i'm not going to get sick of it any time soon.
haha.

movie marathon!

2009-06-05T22:11:00.002-07:00

went movie marathon ytd!
watched hannah montana and Blood the last vampire.
hannah montana was good!
blood vampire ok lah.
just that the ending sucks
so it dont worth the bucks.
the soundtrack of hannah montana was great too!
hence, i uploaded to my player.
unfortunately i dont know how to make the player to autoplay
so pls click the button to play!
it's nice!

cam whored outside e!hub while waiting for the next show..
here are some of the proper shots.
go to my facebook for more unglam shots.
haha!

sexy kes. gotta do something to it before her hubby nags at her. haha

oh man. why i so fat! and short....! i have to tip toe know!

the longchamp girls. haha

2 big and 2 small. hahaha.

outing with them are always fun!
nv fail to make me laugh.
loves!

also not forgetting about the QLX girls!
we are going to the beach tmr!
looking forward to it too~
=DD

我是白痴

2009-06-01T09:10:00.002-07:00

realized i'm such an idiot.
went to buy a pimple cream at watson in the afternoon.
and i just realized it's going to expire next mth.
WTH!!!!
and it cost like $11.50!
argh! dumb dumb.

=(

2009-05-28T20:20:00.002-07:00

demoralized once again.
damn it.

camera!

2009-05-23T11:05:00.002-07:00

so pretty!! so nice!!
it's sleek design and red colour attracted me the most!
if only they have lime green one!!!

so special and pretty right!!!

i like the gold/champagne colour too!!!

but specification wise, not that sure already.
from the reviews i've googled doesnt seem as good.
i know nuts about camera,
so what i dont even know how good is good for a normal digital camera
i just want to take nice photos!!

shld i get a new camera when i'm not even working?!!
i'm so so so tempted by this camera!!
argh. but my current camera is still working fine!
just that it doesnt have the stabilizer function,
which i think is quite impt
cos my photos are always blur when shooting rachel!
hahaha. you know, kids cant stay still for even half a min!!

this is clearly a want, not a need!!
and looking at my financial conditon now...
that is, without any income for 3 full months....
i doubt i'm willing to splurge on camera.
but i do realised that whenever i'm working,
i will definitely spend a bomb on IT gadgets.
from what i can rmb, i've bought.....
w880i (when it just launched)
DS lite
Build a new desktop
iPod Touch (when iphone wasnt launched)
wah, cheapest also need at least 300bucks!
hahaha.

anyway, moral of the story is...
if you want that camera, go find a part time job!!!

2009-05-20T22:36:00.002-07:00

alright, back.

"how can one be fat and blame others"
oh fine.
that one person shld blame oneself
for eating too much, not doing exercise and being lazy
for too many many suppers
for being too tired which then fell aslp right after supper.
well said.

well, that's life.
we shldnt blame others for the path we chose in life.

sometimes i wonder how can one be so hardhearted as to
hurt someone else just for their own happiness
on the other hand, however,
if one dont be that hardhearted, they will nv find their true happiness.
does every action have to be justified when it concerned abt our own happiness?
shld we be selfish to others for our own good
or shld we think for others before ourself?
"depends on situation", many will say
but in any situation,
the pain inflicted is still the same.

aiya i also dont know what i'm talking abt
but just felt sad for those who are not happy yet they cant do anything.
life, is it predestinied?
is it really that easy to talk things out?

2009-05-12T13:41:00.002-07:00

心情沉重
dont ask.

Napping disaster.

2009-04-27T23:27:00.002-07:00

tsk tsk tsk.
i dont used to be like this.
previously i can always wake up from few hrs naps
although i will always drag 1 or 2 more hrs longer than supposedly
still i would wake up to continue with my stuff.

but recently it have really been a disaster.
my 2 hours nap always end up as 12 hour or slightly shorter sleep.
not once or twice but many many times already!
see lah, subconsciously also procrastinating.
can really see how much i hate this semester.
hahaha.

09 days left......

first paper

2009-04-27T03:02:00.002-07:00

took my first paper today...
i think i totally screwed it upside down north south east and west.

section A,
i think only 2 questions out of 80 i'm sure of the ans

Section B,
i think i missed out one WHOLE page of fill in the blanks
cos when eleanor ask me the ans for one question
i totally dont rmb doing any of the question anywhere!!!!
and i think i only did 3 pages out of the 4 supposedly.

section C,
out of 2 qns,
one whole question TOTALLY dont know how to ans.

argh. i'm already kinda demoralized for the whole sem.
till the extent that i dont want to study for my exams.
now this paper made my morale even lower.
although can S/U it lah.
but in my whole 22 years of life,
i've nv done any exams until such a pathetic extent.
i did have mind blanks during exams before
but i can just crap or bullshit something out!
this time's really different!
i want bullshit also dont know what to shit lor.

what to do?
who to blame?
i know it's my own fault that i didnt put in much effort to study,
i know i failed at time management,
i know i shouldnt be doing this and that.
i knew it all, seriously.
but somehow i just dont have to motivation to correct myself.

i know it's over,
whining and thinking so much wont help.
but this is so depressing!
and i think it's gonna affect the rest of my papers.
what a depressing semester....

why huh?

2009-04-14T04:57:00.002-07:00

why ah?
why like that?
really dont understand lor.
how can i score better for quiz 1 when i DID NOT study
while score lower for quiz 2 when i DID study?
why always like this?
why i study i always get lower marks?
why the more i do the worst i get?
why i get better results like my essays when i did not put in effort?
last sem also like this lor.
this is really demoralizing.
so shld i put in effort for my exams?
damn it.

anybody wanna buy these for me? haha

2009-03-15T11:25:00.002-07:00

OMG! anybody wanna buy for me?!

translucent green!
this is super chio lah cos it's green!!!!!!!
nice!! nice!! nice!!

translucent red!
SWEET colour though not my style but i like!
i think this is the one gekhiang owns?

translucent purple!
this one chio also lor! i like!!!

images taken from: http://www.shp.com.sg/2layers.htm
more patterns and stuff HERE

the colours are super nice!!!
i WANT~! i WANT~! i WANT~!
i want to own ALL these 3 colours lah!
but 3 sets is a little bit too much. haha
cos my hse already got 2 sets (no colour one) =x
actually i like the black and wooden ones also!!!
i saw that at downtown east!
omg i'm so xin fen. but all so ex. =(

omg this is N-I-C-E tooooooooooooo!!!!!

got design somemore can?!
I LOVE THIS!
but i dont know where to get this from.
happens to chance upon this pic while google-ing
and it's posted 3 years ago!
credits to... impression+ i think.

edited:
ok i've found that green with design one!
http://impressionplus.50webs.com/products.html
but i not sure if the company is still there!
and it's only 88bucks! *blink blink anyone wanna buy for me?*

SHUANGNESS!

2009-03-11T10:08:00.002-07:00

WOOT!
dumb essay handed in~
sure fail lah.
cos the lecturer say need to be specfic..
like "what happens in the brain when we dream"
i'm seriously screwed up.
if only i can start my Uni all over again....
IF ONLY.......................

but even if given the chance,
i guess it will all be the same.
cos it's all these experiences that guide us through life.
it is through making mistakes then we learn to prevent them.
but the things is...
i dont learn from experience.
even if i know the consequences
muahahaha.
shit man.
now i dont only feel that my this sem is screwed
i felt that my whole life is screwed!!!
how???

ok anyway!
the shuangness part is not because i hand in my essay!
but i finally played MJ!!!!!!
i was so craving for mj that i played although i've lesson tmr
although i lost 20 bucks but still SHUANG!
muahaha.

stress again!

2009-03-09T05:12:00.002-07:00

i'm back from bintan!
not exactly fun but i'm happy with it!
will update on this again soon~

now i'm super stress!
i've only 15hrs more to do my research and essay!
which i havent start writing yet!
i need time to read
i need time to think
i need super lots of time to churn out an essay!
and i've used the whole afternoon to decide what topic to write on.

argh!
i'm so stress that i eat too much!
now feel like puking already.
damn it.
i promise i wont ever go for short getaway when i have deadlines to meet!
because this is proven deadly for people like me!

anyone want to help me write my essay??

random

2009-03-05T07:50:00.003-08:00

i just realized i've spelled "destress" as "distress" in my previous post

distress means..
great pain, anxiety, or sorrow; acute physical or mental suffering; affliction; trouble
(definition from dictionary.com)

MJ, slp and my shows dont make me distress but sch work does!
i need MJ, slp and shows to make me happy not sorrow!
that's so wrong.. so stupid...!! haha
ppl who are good in english must be laughing their ass off.

ok! i'm slightly happier now!
Bio psych presentation's over
abnormal psych test down
(although i'd probably fail)
cognitive psych term paper done (though left referencing)!
abnormal presentation will be over by tmr

i'm left with....
bio psych which i wont have time to do!
perfume & cosmetics's proj
i/o presentation
cognitive term test!

then...
EXAMS!

then...
WOOHOO!
WELCOME BACK MY LOVELY 3 MONTHS HOLIDAY!

i will MJ till crazy!
i will slp until zhou gong chase me away
i will watch show until my butt is numb!
or perhaps till my eyes drop out.
muahahahaha.
HOLIDAYS! i cant wait!
not to forget: SHOPPING too!!!
anybody wanna date me out NOW?
hahahahaha!

i was wondering if i shld go get some income though!
but i really wanna rest and enjoy my holiday
cos this will be my last 3 months holiday in my entire life.....!

ok i know i'm a little far fetched
cos i havent even start researching for my bio term paper.
muahahaha.
ok enough said.
enough procrastination too.
GO DO YOUR DAMN WORK, WEE YEN LIN TERESA!

sick!

2009-03-03T07:33:00.003-08:00

damn it.
i'm sick!!
it's either because of the weather,
or due to lack to slp,
or STRESS.

I'VE NEVER BEEN SO STRESS BEFORE CAN!
i've yet to complete anything i mentioned previously!
arghs! @#%$%*^$($%^&#@$%^@
my hippocampus is shrinking till it's disappearing lah!

i need MJ to distress!
i need my SHOWS to distress!
i need SLP to distress!
but i cant afford to do any now!
ok enough time spend complaining.
BYE! =(

p.s: i'm changing my blog add soon!

so much more to do!!!

2009-03-01T18:23:00.003-08:00

argh. i've so much more to do!
term test on thurs havent study
cognitive term paper due on fri havent really start writing
bio term paper due on next tues havent start at all.
and i'm going bintan from fri to sun.
i think my laptop's gonna have a holiday at bintan too.

how can i speed up?
felt that i've wasted a lot of time.
i believe i can do much more within the given time.
but i just keep dragging and procrastinating!
got time to come here complain somemore.
see lah. will die or not!

The cheeky girl and I!

2009-02-27T06:39:00.003-08:00

Kite flying time!
brought chelchel to fly kite at the field opposite my hse!
the field had became a recreational field for electronic planes and kite flyers
this was my first time flying kite too!
hahaha.

cheeky girl with her kite high up in the sky

she's saying: "pullllll~~~~~"

rachel and her ah gong with her kite!

wah sunglasses somemore!

if she's wearing shorts i think people will think she's a he.

while ah gong is flying the kite up.

see how cheeky is she!!!

i asked her to look at my phone and SMILE!
she purposely close her eyes and smile.
hahaha

hahahaa!

she's so happy to have me as her xiao yiiiii~
cos she is always bullying me
yet i'm always buying her sweets and choc still.
oops! =X
hope she doesnt see this when she grow up.
so she will not blame me if she thinks she's fat!
muahahahas.

muahaha!

2009-02-24T19:14:00.003-08:00

WOOO!
i passed the 20% quiz...............
by 2.5 marks!
muahahaha! not bad leh...
i thought i would fail terribly horribly! hahaha..
in Uni where got ppl get so happy over such low marks?
GOT! me lor. hahahahaha.
i cant imagine my future with this kind of attitude in sch.

ytd.. a shock of my life...
shall post another time. haha

p.s: Happy birthday florine!!!!

finally over

2009-02-18T06:40:00.003-08:00

the torturous day is finally over.
the 20% quiz.
100% guarantee plus chop chop chop fail.
have been reading stuff for the whole of tday.
now the sight of notes/TB/words make me feel nausea
until now i'm still feeling kinda nausea.
roars!

shitty day tmr

2009-02-17T04:32:00.003-08:00

tmr's a brutal day once again.
i've consequently skipped 2 weds
cos wed's lesson is from 10am to 8pm.
(ok basically i've skipped almost the whole of last wk)
back to reality again.
but what's worst?!
tmr not only brutal!
it's murderous!!!!

10am - 12pm:
cognitive psych lect
12pm to 1pm:
meeting with bio psych tutor
1pm:
supposedly to continue with bio psych ppt.
1pm to dont-know-what-time:
meeting for abnormal psych
4pm - 6pm:
I/O psych lect with a 20% quiz
6pm to 7pm:
finally a break
7pm to 8pm:
cognitive tutorial.

ok i'm so dead.
i havent finish reading abnormal psych stuff
i havent really start to study for I/O psych quiz
i havent read the cognitive psych reading for tutorial.
the only break, that is 6 to 7pm, also gone
cos i need to read the reading for the tutorial!
and how am i supposed to split myself to meet for 2 meeting at 1pm?!
screwed........

although i'm so screwed and have yet to finish anything,
i can still waste time to complain here.
wahahahs!
and i've been forgetting to bring my pencil box to sch
this is really very bad.

dead

2009-02-14T23:44:00.003-08:00

i'm so screwed this sem.
argh.
dead....
so dead.......

2009-01-28T08:54:00.003-08:00

feeling so unmotivated to go for lessons
holiday mood.
not exactly CNY mood though.

i want to live my life to the fullest!
i want to live my life like i'm gonna die tmr.
but how exactly can i achieve that?

what can i do with restrictions?
why do i have to think of others' feeling?
why do i have to be called selfish when i wanna do things my way?
why cant i do the things i like?
how can i be happy?
how can i live my life to the fullest?
how can i enjoy my life?
how do i cherish the time i have?
will i regret when i look back at my life 40 years later?
why rachel likes to bully me?
questions and more questions.

this is my blog.
yet i dont really blog down my deepest inner most feelings.
cos i dont want to answer queries abt it.
cos i dont want to explain things that remind me of unhappiness.
yet at times i wanted ppl to care.
of cos i know some ppl really cared.
sometime i felt that i'm better off being alone
but yet i felt lonely, neglected.
why leh? why like that huh?
why is life so contradicting?
有那么多的感触，但却不能说出来

Happy CNY to ALLLLLL~~~~

2009-01-24T08:01:00.003-08:00

one year just passed again!
it's the $$$$ time of the year.
wahahahs!
i guess that's the only thing i'm looking forward to every year
cos the CNY mood is not there anymore.

anyway!!
HAPPY CNY TO ALL!
a new year, a new start!

may those who are studying,
学业进步！
may those who are working,
升官发财！
may those who are still looking for job,
早日找到好工作！
may those who are pak toh-ing,
恩恩爱爱！长长久久！
may those mummies and their children,
身体健康！快搞长大！学业进步！
may all mahjong kings and queens + beginners,
发发发！！！！ HUAT HUAT HUAT!!!

MAY ALL BE HEALTHY AND HAPPY ALWAYS!
HUAT AH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!

2nd post of the year.

2009-01-20T01:09:00.003-08:00

also 2nd joke of the year.
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i actually went to the wrong lect hall for lesson.
what's worst..
i didnt even realize until eleanor realized.
haha.

1st post of the year

2009-01-16T09:40:00.003-08:00

and it's the joke of the year (at the moment).
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I throw away my zi mo!
classic or not?!

1 more day to 2009

2008-12-30T02:36:00.003-08:00

byebye 2008!
it's gonna end in a flash.
felt kind of sad that 2008 is coming to an end.
because i felt that i've wasted another year of my life.
my 21st year on earth. haha.
another year passed
another year older
but have achieved nothing.

this is the time where people are coming up with new resolutions
i think my 2009 resolutions shall be...
no resolution?
hahahaha
cos i didnt even achieve anything for the past years!
so what's the point of having NEW resolutions?
what's worst is i dont even remember what are they,
other then jian fei and not to be lazy
which i've failed terribly. hahas!

i think i should seriously start to think for my future.
pen down some serious goals of life which i MUST achieve!
i think the first serious one shall be....
i'm serious ok.
this is a serious one and i die die must achieve!!!
*drums roll*
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BE A MAHJONG PRO.
wahahas.

haha.
to be continued.

2008-12-25T01:41:00.003-08:00

人生如戏，戏如人生。
但是戏里的情节往往是纯属虚构。

disappointed with everything in life.
i mean everything.

爱炼 by 黄美珍神木与童

我不懂不爱这种结果
你别说再说都是心痛
我放了手像不再为爱前进的时钟
停在心头
部落格记录我们的所有
我的梦从此已经不同
那些感情寄居在不对的壳要多久
我的世界我来掌握
你给的爱像手炼圈住了我
爱得太多
而我想要得你却都不懂
两人的世界只剩下了一种
心碎的沉默

你沉默我却有种心痛
猜不透你心里想什么
我的感情为你失去了自由要多久
就算是爱我想解脱
你给的爱像手炼圈住了我
爱得太多
而我想要得你却都不懂
两人的世界只剩下了一种
心碎的沉默

我要的爱有温柔炼住了我
不会退缩
而你不曾问我是否快乐
两人的世界
都不必在折磨
谢谢你爱我

2008-12-22T19:35:00.003-08:00

what is this man?!
the harder i work for
the lousier the result.
compared to previous 2 sems,
i'm already working harder then before!
why like that?!
没天理！！！

maybe it's not enough.
maybe there are too many smart ass there!
must be the latter.. hahahaha!
byebye my car..!

sians

2008-12-05T00:55:00.003-08:00

ytd marked the end of a sem once again.
yes. LAST PAPER!
but no excitement simply because i'm too tired.
i think i'm more excited when i finish my first paper.
hahaha. weirdo.
to add on to this no-excitement-last-paper.
I'm sick! AGAIN!
I've just got well not very long ago lah!!
kuku-ness. so sian can!
i've spend almost the whole of tday slping!
even when doing my fav pastime which is watching tv!

anyway...
it's HOLIDAY!
pls ask me out!
else i'm going to stay at home for a month!
and i guess i will be spending my time hibernating.
hahaha.

green camera!

2008-11-29T04:07:00.003-08:00

nice or not!!!
i'm so attracted by it's colour!!

no buttons!
touch screen know!

so many colours available somemore!!
but i'm still skeptical abt sony cameras
cos i've heard some negative comments abt it.
since it's now still so ex.
shall wait for next IT fair.
or perhaps the next next IT fair.
provided i got the money!
hahaha.
although my camera still working fine.
but well.... hehehe =x

so someone pls tell me this sony T77 is bad!
hahahaha.

too slack.

2008-11-26T10:44:00.003-08:00

haha. yea too slack this sem.
ytd first paper.
finished it with the mentality of the last paper.
hahaha.

tday's paper is totally gone case.
60% of overall grade
and what's the great deal of this?
i've only read 4 out of 24 readings.
not to mention,
i dont think i rmb anything.
GG man.
hais. go study already. =(

p.s: byebye honda fit! but COE now $2 only lah! =(

final lap of the sem.

2008-11-17T12:06:00.003-08:00

stop procrastinating and study!!!
ur honda fit depends on now!!!
GO GO GO!

i cant get use to this something.
but well..
it's the critical period,
cant afford to lose anymore attention
since i'm already procrastinating like shit.

taking a break from my procrastination.
hahaha. not from studying.
i really cant get myself into studying!
once i flip open the book/notes,
i felt hungry, sleepy, like playing with rachel.
haha if this continues..
BYEBYE HONDA FIT!
well, good luck to all!

language! better then mine!

2008-11-05T20:05:00.003-08:00

rachel pronouced macaroni as kukunini.
LOL! so cute lah.
but her language ability is really amazing.
the no. of vocabs she know is wow!
she can speak in short sentences although words are jumbled up

for example:
jiejie gei sweet sweet, chelchel "aum", no
meaning, chelchel dont want to eat the sweet given by jiejie.
xiao yi no, chelchel climb, ah gong scold, ah nehneh catch
actually i told her this "chelchel cannot climb when ah gong's not at home ah!"
( i did not say anything abt ah neh neh hor!)

doesnt she look like those property agent taking professional photos for their name cards?

and she there's a lot more that she can say!
daddy parking, cannot open door ahhhh!
chelchel clever girl!
chelchel naughty girl!
chelchel good girl!
xiao yi orh orh already...
chelchel dont want already...
ah nehneh catch chelchel!
chelchel pompom... no....!
chelchel xu xu.... xu xu...!
chelchel poot, chouchou!
xiao yi open, chelchel kan mirror.
xiao yi bao, chelchel na sweet sweet
xiao yi on hi five!
chelchel bite xiao yi, ohhh pain pain, sayang!
chelchel go swimming!
chelchel ting..! hello..! (snatching over the phone)
stawberry tortake!
etc etc etc

xiao yi where? ohhh... no more!
wahahas. this is super funny!
cos i'm always playing hide and seek with her.
and she always cannot find me,
got once she went to look into the dustbin and said....
xiao yi inside dustbin?!
hahahah CUTE RIGHT!!!

at buangkok for dinner.

she always will rmb what we said earlier on
and practice what we told her by repeating to herself.
esp when she's alone,
she will think think and repeat repeat repeat.
machiam a broken record. hahaha.
and her no is always the last word of her sentence.
but sometimes she's super irritating also lah. haha

she speaks very rojak singlish-nese. hahaha
singapore english mixed with chinese.
no choice ma. her social environment all like that one.
wahahahs!

she is actually wearing a hairclip but her hand covered it

p.s: bday theme, GREEN and White! preferably GREEN!

wth

2008-10-28T06:50:00.003-07:00

wth.
so many problems.
i will nv organize anything again lah.
i just want a simple and short celebration what.

FINE.
i have bad organization skill.

ah neh neh~~

2008-10-15T23:13:00.003-07:00

she thinks she is ah neh neh

me: "chelchel, are u ah neh neh?"
rachel: "yeshhh"

she thinks she is ah neh neh just by wrapping the towel.
and i think she now likes ah neh neh a lot.
hahaha because...

me: "chelchel who are u calling? daddy or ah nehneh?"
rachel: "ah neh neh!"

me: "xiao yi can sit here anot?"
rachel: "No!"
me: "er yi can sit here anot?"
rachel: "No!"
me: "mummy can sit here anot?"
rachel: "No!"
me: "daddy can sit here anot?"
rachel: "No!"
me: "ah ma can sit here anot?"
rachel: "No!"
me: "ah gong can sit here anot?"
rachel: "No!"
me: "ah neh neh can sit here anot?"
rachel: "YESHHHHHH!"

hoho~
i can see improvements in this sem!

A!!!!! my first A in Uni!

i wrote "This paper belongs to TERESA! so does this GRADE! =D"
hahaha.
i know the words are rather blur but that's not the main point
what is impt is the one in red.
haha! i'm not haolian-ing lah.
just want to share my happiness. LOL
it's my first A can!
and i didnt study for this test - sociology of family.
i put all my time on the other one - social psych
which is on the same day as this.
but i only pass by 3 marks for social psych!!!
at least i passed lah. haha
used to fail most of my mid terms.
oh and i passed my psych stats 2 mid term too!
omg. i seriously thought i would fail lah.
cos i didnt finish the question with 17 marks.
hohoho~

now i'm trying to organize my 21st.
people! do me a favor if u read this!
Free on 2nd or 9th nov?
Pls do sms me or tell me in msn!
Probably gonna be at Downtown East BUT not chalet.
i'll cfm the place and time once i book the place!
so now! i need to know who are coming!
so i can proceed on to book the place!
GUM XIA VERY MUCH!!!!

2008-10-05T01:18:00.003-07:00

the sweetest gift i've received from him. =)
thanks for the effort!

here's something cute!

happy~ Xi!
rachel says... *tszzzzz*

angry. Nu!
rachel says.... *NUUUUU*

ok doesnt look very angry.
cos i snapped too slow!

sad.. Ai!

ah....!
her reaction in this pic is damn funny when i took this!
she was imitating my sad face
but when i bring up my camera..
she went... *tszzzzz*
lucky i snapped fast this time.

very happy! LE~~

rachel says.... *HAHA*

the above 4 pic of rachel are the evidences of how cheeky she is.
she likes to imitate me!
so i cant do anything bad in front of her..
felt that i've a bigbig responsibility now.
haha. ok byebye!

nil

2008-09-17T19:45:00.003-07:00

sian.......

what a waste....!

2008-09-06T02:18:00.003-07:00

printing notes and readings is seriously a waste of resources!!
the amt of papers, ink and electricity!!
at the end of each sem i cant decide to keep or bring it to recycle!
cos i'm those "everything-also-must-keep" kinda of person.
that's why i'm so damn messy
and always complaining room small.
hahaha!

sometimes i really cant stand printing readings
and wanted very much to read off screen.
BUT! it's damn hard lah!
i'm always lost halfway thru while reading. =x
always fall asleep after first few sentences.
always read until headache!
always read until eyes pain!

i can take notes with laptop though.
but i feel that writing out is better.
and when i want to revise for exams or test,
i still have to print out cos i cant study on a comp!
other then above mentioned problems of studying from comp
i also find it hard to concentrate cos too many distractions!!

nus....
pls stop making me print so much readings!
so pls cut down on ur readings or the pages can?
hahahaha. =x

i realise time is passing faster and faster!
cos today, then i realise.......
two more wks to mid term exams!
there's one day with 2 paper somemore can!
and i havent start studying man!
shit shit shit!

long john at cp!

2008-09-04T07:55:00.003-07:00

saw my title?
hahahaha!
so happy can!

i always wished for long john to be at cp!
ytd morning i was still telling eleanor why cp dont have that.
and since cp is like undergoing major renovation project
they shld open long john here!
and when i reach cp that evening....
I SAW THE LONG JOHN STICKER PASTED ON THE WALL CAN!
haha super excited! =x

ok i know fast food is a no no for my diet plan..
but.. oh well....!
maybe it will help to train my self control?
hahahaha! excuses...!

side track a bit...
previously i wished for ajisen to be opened here as well!
and it really did!
eleanor was saying what i wished for will always come true.
cos i also wished for 372 to change route...
and whahahas! IT DID TOO!
so she asked me to wish a coach wallet for her.
i did that and also wished one for myself...
hahaha. anybody reading this pls take note OK!

anyway! back to topic...
not only long john is here!
subway is opening on this sat too!
body shop and face shop are also newly opened.
level 4 kopitiam is under going reno as well.
charles and keith dont know still have anot.
apparantly hang ten is now taking over it's place.
ah... i cant finish saying!
too many changes in cp during this two months!
shops are actually exchanging places!
like giordano and g2000.
many shops have closed.
and several new shops are opening!

WELL! i'm excited cos i'm bored of the old cp.
good to have some changes sometimes.
hopefully they open some shops that i wish to have here
( cant think of any now though. haha)

alright! enough of my nonsense.
back to do proj....... =(

sad!

2008-08-26T07:47:00.003-07:00

my brand NEW highlighter slipped out of my book.....
and dropped into the drain!
there's water in the drain somemore!
wah lao!
wah lao!
wah lao!

headache

2008-08-20T08:01:00.003-07:00

sch have started for two weeks!
and i've REALLY tried to be hardworking!
i've finished reading ONE reading for ONE of my 5 modules!
hahahaha.
hey dont laugh.
one is ALOT to me ok!
usually at this time of the sem...
the readings are still sleeping in the library,
meaning, i've not printed/photocopied ANY readings
and usually i will read the readings the day before tutorial
OR... dont read at all.
i SEE changes in me!
proud of myself!
hahahahaha! =x

but have been rather moodless recently.
felt exploited, which adds on to my already moodless mood.
haha. whatever shit!

and what's worst!
frequent headaches!
it felt as if something's hitting me hard in the head.
it's on and off, damn PAINFUL!
i wonder if there's a tumor inside?
*CHOY! CHOY! CHOY!*
but sometimes things happen when u least expected it, isnt it?
just talking abt headache, that pain came again.
"真想撞墙壁啊！"
this sentence familiar right? lol
quote from the panadol advertisement.
but i really felt it that way!
hope i can live a few years more lah.
pls let me graduate first!

alright. byebye!

honey dew sago!

2008-08-12T00:07:00.003-07:00

omg, i made honey dew sago!
my 2nd time trying to make desserts.
first time was strawberry cheese cake.
and it taste like shit. hahaha!
eh..! no! not 2nd try!
i've ever made cookies and cornflakes with honey too!
all thanks to sq for her delicious cookies and cornflakes
that made me decide to do it myself!

anyway!
the honey dew sago taste weird though
but of cos still can be consumed!
it's only that the syrup is a little too watery
and the smell of pandan leaves too strong.
haha! shall try again next time...!

but still....
i think i dont have to talent to cook.
so... dont make me cook!
hahahaha!

singapore flyer!

2008-08-10T08:13:00.003-07:00

me & rachel on the sg flyer with the F1 track below!

i went to sg flyer today!
cool! wahahas!
more photos will be up at a later date.
perhaps together with my hk trip?
i realise my phobia of heights is getting more serious!
i'm not afraid of heights in the past can!!!!
what happened?!
is going for too much theme rides the reason?!
arghs! why?!

btw! my work finally ended!
but it means sch.....!
sch starts tmr!
there goes my 3 months of life.
hope i can do well for this sem.
if i can get 3 As for this sem result,
papa's gonna buy me favourite honda fit!!!!!!!
BUT. quite an impossible task.
cos, even if i study until die,
the best i can get is only a B+
ROARS!
but no matter what...
i'm gonna work hard!!!

p.s: even if i really get 3As, i can only get my fit after graduation! what's the point?!

feels bad

2008-08-01T09:18:00.003-07:00

felt really bad for treating people the way i did.
but at times they really pissed me off!

they are actually nice people!
but they have their way of doing things
which is what i cant stand!

maybe i shld be more patient with people.
but sometimes i feel that i'm too soft to people!

how?!
is this like some split personality?
haha cos i felt so contradict-ed!
my thoughts can sometimes be so extremely different!
or maybe there's this devil and angel in me, quarreling always
hahahaha. nonsense.

pls tell me if u notice any thing weird/bad abt me!
i really need to change myself to be a better person!!!

o.o

2008-07-29T06:21:00.003-07:00

another 12 days at work
which also means...
12 more days to the start of sch term.

hate bidding.
the time table for this sem's mods sucks as well
either lecture/exam clash
or lecture timing too late
or exam dates too near.
damn.
why cant they make my life easier?!

random

2008-07-24T08:50:00.006-07:00

yeps. random.

although i've almost been slping at 10pm everyday
i'm still so tired and slpy tday!
thus made many many mistakes during work
for example.....
typo err, typed 13 mouths instead of 13 months. haha
left out the most impt changes to the doc i'm editing,
saying rubbish that i dont even understand it myself,
cant find applicant's name in the name list
including his form in the file when both are right infront of me,
dropping stacks of paper from the files.
admin work is seriously b-o-r-i-n-g!
dozing off while flipping thru' the files,
yawning like 1000 times within 8hrs of work,
felt "soul-less" and brain-less as well.
great that's it ending soon.
but it means sch starting soon too.
b-o-r-i-n-g! arghs.

my 3mths holiday just ZOOOOOM-ed
and NO MORE! =(
bidding have started
dont know what module to take.
i need to pull up my grades lah! =(
sometimes i wonder...
did i make the right choice to major psych?
cos apparently my psych results are the WORST!
and i scored better for those i've ZERO interest in
what is happening?!

i needa pack my room
i needa work hard for new sem
i needa exercise
i wanna jian fei
i wanna go sing song
i wanna mahjong
i wanna buy meimei clothes and shoes
but i dont wanna shopping.
cos i have walked enough in hk.
haha.

actually i've more random thoughts to blog
but i cant rmb already.
and i'm super duper slpy now.
GOOD NITES!

ok another update. haha

2008-07-22T01:24:00.003-07:00

i suppose this post is for connie..
haha

ok i shall write a longer post!!

i did sit up ytd!

and i shall start jogging home after work soon........ !
u know what?!
my colleague, really came to work in sports wear tday!
and she's gonna jog home!

that's all!

back~

2008-07-20T22:27:00.003-07:00

ok ok..
update update...
back from my holiday for abt a wk already.
will post photos later cos i'm at office now.
haha.

changed the blogskin again..
feel like changing the blog add too.
let me think first...
haha.

well...
ya...
that's all for now. =x
hahaha =P

2008-06-30T23:43:00.003-07:00

dont want to think
dont want to care
dont want to feel

just wanna leave
just wanna go for my holiday now.
=(

i'm back~

2008-06-25T10:14:00.003-07:00

woo! it had been one month since i last blogged.
time really really flies!
wonder why i'm missing?
cos i've started working a month ago.
although it's like 3 days a wk.
but 狗改不了吃屎 ma.... haha
sadly i'm quite under paid.
and i'm gonna work 5 days per wk starting next month!
but anyway, i'm going to hk on the 2nd wk.
so plus minus the working days it's abt the same lah.
haha.

well, i came to blog bcos of this very nice song!!
one of the theme song of 溏心风暴.
it's track no. 7 on my imeem playlist on the left!
go play now if u are not already listening to it!!!!
GO GO GO!! haha

anyway, i dont know it's a new or old song.
cos i think i've heard it some where before
nevertheless, it's a nice, smoothing song!!
so are the lyrics....!

My Love will Get You Home by Christine Glass
If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me,
my love will get you home,
boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blind your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me,
my love will get you home,
boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me,
my love will get you home,
boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me,
my love will get you home,
boy, my love will get you home,
boy, my love will get you home.

P.S: of cos i've added few other nice songs. track 8 by 吴忠明 is nice too! it's the theme song for 命中注定我爱你. but i cant find the lyrics though. =(

NYDC~

2008-05-23T02:28:00.003-07:00

whee~ i organized a dinner outing for 0401!
surprisingly most of them turn up!
except ben who's in camp,
mengli who went to see doc,
and fangfang who's in aussie now.

before meeting the classmates for dinner,
met Jenni ah ma for shopping in the afternoon.
haha GGS start today and we started shopping the day before it.
cos both of us dont like shopping during GSS.
always no size, no colour, no everything i liked or LAST piece.
plus i hate squeezing, queueing and waiting.
so might as well shop before GSS.
hahas

anyway.. photos will do the talking again!

me and jenni taking a rest before meeting the classmates!

meanwhile zi lian awhile.

finally at nydc for dinner!

.... skipped the main course and jumped straight to desserts! .......

cookie monster mudpie! it's nice but the nuts spoiled it.

me n sq fighting for the cake. haha

but came our next dessert, "that bony cake"

after fighting for cookie monster mudpie

"that bony cake" aka ugly cake came

and we decided that we shld share both desserts

cos it's way too FATTENING!! haha

hence jenni ah ma was pulled into the picture,

cos she's SKINNY and she shld share our sin!

wahahas! =x

OH and the ugly cake is SUPER NICE!

jenni ah ma was like "licking" the plate already.

hahaha. but she did it with the fork lah.

see! that was how nice it is!

tada! sharing the cookie monster mudpie.

oops! i looked like i'm grasping the bear's boobs

so decided to posed. haha

grp photo: a show of attendance!

i wet my clothes in the toilet. =(

this ALWAYS happen!

cos i'm too short thus leaning on the basin to wash my hands.

hahahahs!

posed with the pillar outside nydc.

this pillar photo is my fav pic.

reason?

cos my backview is nicer then my front!

nah!

it's bcos i looked damn fat in the rest of the pics.

OKAY... i AM fat!

haha so i'm going jogging now!

byebye!

p.s: look at the waiter & waitress behind us in the grp photo. haha

misses.

2008-05-21T09:07:00.003-07:00

as i was browsing some photos through friendster,
(that's my purpose of joining friendster anyway. haha)
happened to see some photos from one of my bball junior
reminisced the bball times i had in secondary sch.........

bball 2003

yes yes yes, i'm the shortest.
and the lousiest among them. haha

bball 2004 - graduating year

bball 2004

although i nv excel in bball,
i'm not a hardcore bballer,
failed to attain a referee cert,
and i gave it up ever since poly..
but i still misses IT!
esp the training, tournaments and games we had.
of cos i'm missing things other then bball!
AWWWW. I MISS THEM NAH!!!!!!

it's holiday!

2008-05-20T01:31:00.003-07:00

i'm having my holidays for 2 wks already!
time really flies...
cos i've been wasting this 2 wks doing nothing.
i did tried to find a job.
but i'm feeling so so so lazy to do anything.
hahaha. even it's to switch on my comp i felt lazy.
i think it's bcos i didnt get to be lazy during my sch term.
hahaha. excuses!!

well, whatever it is..
i'm here to "spice up" my blog with some pics..
hahaha.

k lunch with connie 2 wks ago..

i'm the karaoke queen! (this tee is a gift from eleanor. haha)

ok i'm damn fat now.
i cant stand it...!
my diet starts.....
TMR! hahahaha
i think some of u cant understand my "joke"
haha. well whatever!
i've started exercising! haha
but due to my aunty visiting me..
i've stop for days already! argh!

me and connie.

again.

and again. my face is so oily!

again again. trying to act slim. haha

dinner @ central.

okies. now my uni friends..
eleanor's 21st birthday..

me, eleanor and florine

again. haha

this is taken at yvn's hall..

yvn, eleanor and me

distorted us.

SO UGLY! but yvn looks cute here with the big eyes.

haha there are more ugly ones.
but i'm not gonna show here!
okies that's all folks!

PAIN =(

2008-05-01T00:17:00.003-07:00

immense headache is killing me.
everyday! for weeks already...!!
sometimes the pain can last for one whole day!
it's REALLY hard to study with such pain. =(
cos what i studied cant get into the brain in pain!
in the end spent more time to repeat reading. ARGH.
this sat's paper got so much to read
and i havent really start studying!!
the more stress the more pain somemore!

THANKFULLY..
exam's gonna finish in 2 days time!!
hopefully by then, my headache will "gone with wind"~~
haha

i'm back!

2008-04-09T09:51:00.003-07:00

woot~ i've been missing for a mth!
haha. this time is not lazy to blog..
is TOO busy, TOO tired to blog.
now the sight of comp/laptop makes my head ache!

anywayssss!
i blogged bcos i wanna show this photo of me.
wahahas! zi lian rite!

greeny me in my sch library.

see how green is me today!
loves green! =D
green shorts, green slipper, green sweater, white tee with green logo!
even my bra is GREEN! haha.
but of cos i cant show u that. lol.
too bad i dont have greeny undies.
shall go buy some! haha

look at my small, tired, swollen, orh bak kak, sleepy eyes!
last time my eyes where got so small one?! sad.
censored my fatty legs too. haha
i wonder why stress doesnt make me thinner!
WHY?!

and for those who wanted to see my hair,
there it is! all in one. haha
sry took like 2 mths to post. haha
cos the curls look nicer now ma. haha

p.s: i failed my psyche stats mid term! how am i going to major psyche?! =(
p.p.s: i need to get stats tuition NOW! ANYONE?!

KILL ME PLS!

2008-03-03T06:28:00.003-08:00

a painful swollen right eye
a half block half running right nose
headache

the above symptons are pissing me off.
and i have to continue looking at the comp,
rushing my projs/assignments,
and what's worst, not knowing how to do it.
it's so sickening to do all these when i'm already so uncomfortable.

felt like banging the wall now.....
hopefully half dead, hospitalized and GET TO REST!

ARGHS.
WHAT CAN BE WORST THEN NOW?
one of my proj proposal is NOT OK!
KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME!

busy week. =(

2008-02-28T21:20:00.003-08:00

why is my time passing so fast?!
my term break just seems to start.
but it's friday already!!!
and i've yet to complete 2 more proj which is due next wk.
ok. i know i'm wasting time blogging here.
but i need a break!

and i thought i could use this term break to catch up my studies.
but apparently it's not even enough to finish my proj/assignments!
i think i have to learn to speed up.

sickening sickening!
i didnt even go out for even one day can!
other then going sch for proj meeting lah.
and sch is kuku far from my hse!
was actually going out ytd after proj meeting.
just bcos the dont-know-who ran away.
there goes my ONLY outing of the wk.
arghs! damn sian can!

p.s: i'm soooo addicted to wahjong!

busy. lazy. busy.

2008-02-18T04:14:00.003-08:00

ya. that's abt all.
busy. lazy. busy.
hahaha.

had fever on Valentine's day
temp high till head felt like bursting
first time ate a fever medicine
that looked m&m and tasted like sweet.
haha.

wanted to post photos
but.. haha as usual..
next time lah. haha.

term break next wk!
WOOHOO~
but i doubt it will be a relax one. =(

sian.

2008-02-08T19:45:00.003-08:00

wah piang~!
a big pimple on my nose welcomed the new yr!
damn ugly can. roars!!!

super sian.
no cny mood.
this yr's cny very tiring.

what's worst.
PROJECTS.
borrowed books but dont even have time to read.
one thing i hate abt grp proj is to accomodate everyone's timing.
and they always choose the timing when i cannot make it!
i cant do it as and when i like.
arghs. forget it.
complaining doesnt help in completing my projs.
i shall start reading the books
instead of whining here.
BUT 我就是不开心啦！

changed my hairstyle!

2008-02-04T07:34:00.003-08:00

argh.
the stylist recommend me to perm my hair.
i think i looked damn aunty-a-like.
i cant get used to it!
and guess what!
i cant even recognise my own reflection in the mirror!

* scenario : sis trying clothes.. *
door opened and i was looking at her clothes
lifted my head and saw a reflection in the mirror,
this thought then came into my mind.......
"this area is so small, who's standing behind me?"
then...
i realised there is only one reflection (other then my sis's).
which obviously is MINE.
hahahah. i'm so stupid!

p.s: i bombed my hair with $$ =(
p.p.s: HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!

sad. soooo sad....

2008-01-21T08:35:00.003-08:00

roars!
i could have a 3days week!
off day on mon and fri somemore!!
sch day machiam weekend can!

NOW,
i have to go sch on mon EVERY WK
just for that dumb dumb ONE HOUR tutorial!!
WHY THE TUES SLOT FULL?!
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!
travel time to and fro 3hrs can!
arghs. bang wall~!

week 1 past already.
realised as i grow older,
time seems to pass faster.

used to wish for time to pass faster
but now, how i wish it can slow down.
that's human nature.
forever wont be satisfied with what they have now.
hahaha.
but be glad that we're still alive and kicking!

mind over body.

2008-01-12T08:03:00.003-08:00

haha.
i was told....
MIND OVER BODY~!

i can slim down
i can slim down
i can slim down
i can slim down
i can slim down
i can slim down
i can slim down
i can slim down
i can slim down
i can slim down
i can slim down
i can slim down
i can slim down
i can slim down
i can slim down
i can slim down
i can slim down

i believe i can slim down!

jian fei plan no.1

2008-01-07T20:18:00.003-08:00

01. finish up the titbits at home. lol =x
02. ban titbits after that
03. ban softdrinks
04. try to get away from the clutch of fastfood.
05. EXERCISE!

the above list is the most i can do for now. lol
i cant ban carbo food since i need them to survive
bcos i've been eating potato & rice EVERYDAY w/o fail
for at least the past 15yrs!
it will be like killing me if i have to stop eating them.
what's worst is i don't eat veggies!!!
i wonder how am i going to lose fat like this.
hahaha.

new year resolutions.

2008-01-02T21:05:00.003-08:00

after some thoughts...

my main new yr resolutions will be...

01. LOSE WEIGHT

02. SLIM DOWN

03. Get better grades

04. be happy

i shall be more practical this yr,

and not as greedy as the past few yrs

bcos i always end up achieving none of my resolutions.

hehehe.

i think if i acheive my no. 1 to 3,

my no. 4 will automatically be accomplish. haha.

but b4 i can achieve them,

i need to first fulfill this requirement.

that is, NOT TO BE LAZY.

LOL. i think my 2008 resolutions will be another gone case.

derrick! as requested~!

finally some photos in my blog too.

i got too many photos of her cant decide which to post.

so just post a few of her recent photos.

after swimming, slping on the bench of the toilet.

isn't she cute!

in a box.

rachel and the rainbow

she's a happy baby!

she's really a happy baby. haha

"hello, chelchel 有没有在？"

i'm the mousey 代言人

she loves sitting on the massage chair.

once again, a happy baby

" if u happy and u know u clap ur hands! *clapclap* "

innocent look.

面壁思过

she likes to play peek-a-boo!

she's so happy bcos she gets to eat.

at times, she's super cute
at times, she's super noisy
at times, she's super funny
at times, she's super irritating

at times, she's super naughty & 霸道
but we all love her soooo MUCH!

she brought to us so much laughter.

i'm also so much closer to my family after her arrival.

watching her grow up is definitely a joyous thing.

there are too many things abt her to say.
if continue 就没完没了。
stop here liao! bb~

p.s: rachel can walk already!!! but she still prefer crawling now.

last day of 2007

2007-12-30T19:52:00.003-08:00

time really flies.
another year passed.
another year older!

saw this sentence on a mag.
"resolutions abound every New Year but they remain resolutions when there is no action"
i can feel the arrow shooting at me.
cos i cant even rmb my 2007 resolutions.
hahaha! 失败！
i shall think of new resolutions and ACTIONS for 2008!!

even my mama also going for countdown!!
how can i rot at home?!

i want to change a new hairstyle!

2007-12-30T07:27:00.003-08:00

perm?
short?
bob?
rebond? (NOT AGAIN?!)
what colour to dye?

bob seems to be very "in" for taiwanese singers
first hebe
then jolin
follow by cyndi wang
now angela zhang also!
some other non singer female artistes also cut that style

sick of my current hairstyle.
十年如一日。
any recommendations?

Are You an Optimist or a Pessimist?

2007-12-25T00:11:00.003-08:00

result from tickle test.

Well, everything's not quite roses and teddy bears for you, but you do tend to look on the bright side of life (we can hear those Monty Python boys whistling right now...). Sure, you sometimes bitch and moan about your problems (who doesn't?), but deep down you're pretty sure that everything will eventually turn out fine. When the weather man says it's going to be sunny, you leave your umbrella at home. In general, you like to be around people, and you try to make new friends when you can. You do your best to take things at face value, rather than making mountains out of molehills. Basically, the world is sort of like a big coconut to you: tough and hairy on the outside, but, when you get down into it, there's good stuff inside.

psychologist used this to read ppl's mind.

2007-12-24T23:41:00.003-08:00

Tickle's Original Inkblot Test
My Result: Kindness

You have a deep desire to be kind and fair to others. You are preoccupied with finding kindness in the world around you, far more than you may realize on a conscious level. This makes you unusually empathetic and very sensitive to other people's feelings.

Your kind nature makes you an optimist at heart and allows you to see the best in the people around you. Because you're not judgmental, others seek you out when they need a friend.

Your psyche is very rich; the more you learn about it, the more you will understand who you really are.

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haha i'm KIND!

lonely holidays

2007-12-21T21:58:00.003-08:00

felt so lonely this holiday.
i shld have gone to work!
at least there's things to do and extra $$$!!
moreover, with $$$ i can make myself happier!
anybody want to buy iTouch for my xmas present?

havent been driving for like half a yr.
sometimes i wonder why i get the license
when i cant even drive the car myself!
used to be so confident driving on the road.
but due to some sarcastic remarks i've lost all my confidence.
i'm so easily affected by remarks.
argh. hate myself!

reflecting on the 20yrs of my life...
i've yet to acheive anything!
felt like i'm wasting the earth's resource
wish i can start my life all over again.
hate myself and my life.

misses.

2007-12-17T07:44:00.003-08:00

i miss my black ipod nano.
=(

new songs!

2007-12-16T08:47:00.003-08:00

sick of my old playlist!
a change in my playlist!

s.h.e's new songs for 斗牛，要不要
NICE! very nice!!!
uploading few more nice songs
but another time....
hehe.

i wanted to post alot of photos!
photos ever since my taiwan trip!
too many until i dont feel like posting already.
haha. 懒就是懒。
leopard nv change its spot.

been rotting my holidays away.
i think it's a waste of my youth. haha
i want and need a change in my life.
i wanna go out! anyone?!

p.s: but i love rotting at home too. ha
p.p.s: happy bdae ah ma!ha