Wednesday, January 28, 2009
feeling so unmotivated to go for lessons
holiday mood.
not exactly CNY mood though.

i want to live my life to the fullest!
i want to live my life like i'm gonna die tmr.
but how exactly can i achieve that?

what can i do with restrictions?
why do i have to think of others' feeling?
why do i have to be called selfish when i wanna do things my way?
why cant i do the things i like?
how can i be happy?
how can i live my life to the fullest?
how can i enjoy my life?
how do i cherish the time i have?
will i regret when i look back at my life 40 years later?
why rachel likes to bully me?
questions and more questions.

this is my blog.
yet i dont really blog down my deepest inner most feelings.
cos i dont want to answer queries abt it.
cos i dont want to explain things that remind me of unhappiness.
yet at times i wanted ppl to care.
of cos i know some ppl really cared.
sometime i felt that i'm better off being alone
but yet i felt lonely, neglected.
why leh? why like that huh?
why is life so contradicting?
有那么多的感触, 但却不能说出来

Saturday, January 24, 2009
Happy CNY to ALLLLLL~~~~
one year just passed again!
it's the $$$$ time of the year.
wahahahs!
i guess that's the only thing i'm looking forward to every year
cos the CNY mood is not there anymore.

anyway!!
HAPPY CNY TO ALL!
a new year, a new start!

may those who are studying,
学业进步!
may those who are working,
升官发财!
may those who are still looking for job,
早日找到好工作!
may those who are pak toh-ing,
恩恩爱爱!长长久久!
may those mummies and their children,
身体健康!快搞长大!学业进步!
may all mahjong kings and queens + beginners,
发发发!!!! HUAT HUAT HUAT!!!

MAY ALL BE HEALTHY AND HAPPY ALWAYS!
HUAT AH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!

Tuesday, January 20, 2009
2nd post of the year.
also 2nd joke of the year.
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i actually went to the wrong lect hall for lesson.
what's worst..
i didnt even realize until eleanor realized.
haha.

Friday, January 16, 2009
1st post of the year
and it's the joke of the year (at the moment).
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I throw away my zi mo!
classic or not?!