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Teresa Nus Arts Forever 18 =P Tag Me!
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Monday, April 27, 2009
Napping disaster.
tsk tsk tsk.i dont used to be like this. previously i can always wake up from few hrs naps although i will always drag 1 or 2 more hrs longer than supposedly still i would wake up to continue with my stuff. but recently it have really been a disaster. my 2 hours nap always end up as 12 hour or slightly shorter sleep. not once or twice but many many times already! see lah, subconsciously also procrastinating. can really see how much i hate this semester. hahaha. 09 days left...... first paper
took my first paper today...i think i totally screwed it upside down north south east and west. section A, i think only 2 questions out of 80 i'm sure of the ans Section B, i think i missed out one WHOLE page of fill in the blanks cos when eleanor ask me the ans for one question i totally dont rmb doing any of the question anywhere!!!! and i think i only did 3 pages out of the 4 supposedly. section C, out of 2 qns, one whole question TOTALLY dont know how to ans. argh. i'm already kinda demoralized for the whole sem. till the extent that i dont want to study for my exams. now this paper made my morale even lower. although can S/U it lah. but in my whole 22 years of life, i've nv done any exams until such a pathetic extent. i did have mind blanks during exams before but i can just crap or bullshit something out! this time's really different! i want bullshit also dont know what to shit lor. what to do? who to blame? i know it's my own fault that i didnt put in much effort to study, i know i failed at time management, i know i shouldnt be doing this and that. i knew it all, seriously. but somehow i just dont have to motivation to correct myself. i know it's over, whining and thinking so much wont help. but this is so depressing! and i think it's gonna affect the rest of my papers. what a depressing semester.... Tuesday, April 14, 2009
why huh?
why ah?why like that? really dont understand lor. how can i score better for quiz 1 when i DID NOT study while score lower for quiz 2 when i DID study? why always like this? why i study i always get lower marks? why the more i do the worst i get? why i get better results like my essays when i did not put in effort? last sem also like this lor. this is really demoralizing. so shld i put in effort for my exams? damn it. |
