Wednesday, November 11, 2009
WAHAHA! HAPPY =D
muahaha!!
wahahaha!
HOHOHO~
hahahaha!

despite turning a yr older just yesterday..
i received the best compliment ever!
bcos of the japan trip in 2 wks time,
i went to get a H1N1 vaccine.
so i went to the clinic with my mama.
the clinic assistant turn to me and said..
"she cannot get the vaccine leh."
in my mind i was like....
"HUH?! WHY?! bcos i didnt bring my ic to register?!"
the next moment she said..
"need to be 18 and above to get the vaccine"
and i went... (in my heart of cos..)
"MUAHAHAHA. WAHAHAHAHA! HAHAHA HOHOHO LALALA!"

i LOOKED underage!!!

side track.
the jab is super pain lah!
i can still feel the burning sensation like after half an hr lor!
and my mama say she felt nth!
and my arm is like so hot while her arm felt normal!
WHY SIA?!
and know what?
the worst side effect is actually minor stroke
which needs to be hospitalized for at least 6mths!
i'm feeling the side effect of pain and slight fever now lor.
while my mama is feeling nth at all.
so does this means i have higher chances to get stroke?!
HAHAHA.
ok i know stupid analysis.

and i think my memory is really deteriorating!
yes, at the age of 22!
cos i totally dont rmb visiting that clinic at all
but they have my records!
i dont even have a wee bit information recalled abt the clinic.
shit man..
i'm starting to doubt my memory already.
so cheewei, maybe i did went to ur hse before.
HAHAHAHA.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009
happy bday!
have been neglecting this blog for awhile..
till i dont even rmb what is my blog address.
hahahaha
i guess it's time to change again?

oh well.
another year older.
another year nearer to death. LOL
and it's my ugliest bday ever to date.
hahaha.
big small eyes plus mo peng. SAD!

this yr not really in the mood to celebrate.
but i do appreciate those who made effort to give me surprise, presents and celebrations.
a simple "happy bday" wish really really makes my day.
bday wish dont have to be outstanding lah. haha
THANKS those who rmbed and wished me.
and those who forgets abt me..
one word.. SAD!
hahahaha. 朋友做到昨天 !!
nah lah. i'm not that bad.
BUT that doesnt mean i dont feel sad k!
hahaha!

not only that i do not have the mood to celebrate.
i do not have the mood to do my assignments.
i dont have the mood to do anything at all!
and scarily, time has been passing too fast.
i dont wish to waste my time slacking.
neither can i push myself to do work.
i felt that i'm getting from bad to worst.
tsk tsk.

as i grow older,
i start to realize i dont understand myself.
is it bcos the older i grow
the more i think?
i'm like always contradicting myself lor.
i wonder sometimes i do things bcos of what i want others to see me as
or i do things bcos i'm borne this way.
my stupid course made me thinks a lot.
but at the same time i hate thinking..
so it's like (+1) + (-1) = 0
+1 : i thinks a lot
-1 : i hate thinking so much so i stop myself from thinking
0 : as a result, disrupted thoughts left unanswered.

by writing the above..
i made myself blur again.
i wonder i blogged bcos i wanna express my feeling regardless of any readers
or i blogged bcos i want to let my readers to know how i feel?
or i blogged bcos i want my readers to see me as what i want to portray myself as?
the cyber world is full of lies....
tsk tsk. beware.