Tuesday, September 29, 2009
mid term tests
one down.
two more.

today's paper sure fail.
out of 62 questions,
i can only confirm ONE question correct.
the rest i used guess one lor.
study so much but seemed useless.
when studying i seems to know what i'm reading.
but when doing the paper,
everything just mixed up
and the things i've studied seems to then blurred into a pool of useless information

i always seemed to understand what i've studied but i actually dont.
what can i do abt myself?????
i'm super lazy and my determination is weak.
even a temptation of a car doesnt help.
i really wanna get good grades for once, for myself.
but i just cant seems to focus, concentrate, understand and remember
howwwwwwww?

Tuesday, September 15, 2009
time flies
seems like i just started sch ytd..
but it's week 6 already..
and next wk term break..
but it seems like i have yet to do anything.
still dilly dally-ing.
other people seems busy but i seems free.
i felt as though i have a lot of things to do
but i dont know what are they!

graduating soon too.
dont know what kind of job i want.
should i go be a teacher?
but my character doesnt seems to fit to be a teacher.
22nd years of life still as aimless.
hahahaha.
how??