Thursday, May 28, 2009
=(
demoralized once again.
damn it.

Saturday, May 23, 2009
camera!
so pretty!! so nice!!
it's sleek design and red colour attracted me the most!
if only they have lime green one!!!


so special and pretty right!!!



i like the gold/champagne colour too!!!

but specification wise, not that sure already.
from the reviews i've googled doesnt seem as good.
i know nuts about camera,
so what i dont even know how good is good for a normal digital camera
i just want to take nice photos!!

shld i get a new camera when i'm not even working?!!
i'm so so so tempted by this camera!!
argh. but my current camera is still working fine!
just that it doesnt have the stabilizer function,
which i think is quite impt
cos my photos are always blur when shooting rachel!
hahaha. you know, kids cant stay still for even half a min!!

this is clearly a want, not a need!!
and looking at my financial conditon now...
that is, without any income for 3 full months....
i doubt i'm willing to splurge on camera.
but i do realised that whenever i'm working,
i will definitely spend a bomb on IT gadgets.
from what i can rmb, i've bought.....
w880i (when it just launched)
DS lite
Build a new desktop
iPod Touch (when iphone wasnt launched)
wah, cheapest also need at least 300bucks!
hahaha.

anyway, moral of the story is...
if you want that camera, go find a part time job!!!

Wednesday, May 20, 2009
alright, back.

"how can one be fat and blame others"
oh fine.
that one person shld blame oneself
for eating too much, not doing exercise and being lazy
for too many many suppers
for being too tired which then fell aslp right after supper.
well said.

well, that's life.
we shldnt blame others for the path we chose in life.

sometimes i wonder how can one be so hardhearted as to
hurt someone else just for their own happiness
on the other hand, however,
if one dont be that hardhearted, they will nv find their true happiness.
does every action have to be justified when it concerned abt our own happiness?
shld we be selfish to others for our own good
or shld we think for others before ourself?
"depends on situation", many will say
but in any situation,
the pain inflicted is still the same.

aiya i also dont know what i'm talking abt
but just felt sad for those who are not happy yet they cant do anything.
life, is it predestinied?
is it really that easy to talk things out?

Tuesday, May 12, 2009
心情沉重
dont ask.