Tuesday, September 20, 2005
maths down.. REALLY DOWN..
maths down!!!!! THE SUBJECT I HATE MOST MOST MOST.... the lousy lecturer make it even worst.. this paper really disappoint me.. or shld i say i disappoint myself by not studying hard enuff? argh watever.. the book turns me off.. tink of lecturer GONE CASE.. the time i spent for studying math dis sem is 1/5 of wat i used to spend.. this time really NO HOPE.. i got 8 qn to do.. and i onli fully answered 2 qn.. TWO QNs ONLI!!!! u can straight jump to conclusion dat's i'm goin to fail.. YES.. I'M GOIN TO FAIL.. somemore i didnt know whether i've done it correctly coz i simply dun bother to check.. i actually gif up this maths unintentionally.. not say i wan hao lian or wat la.. my grades in poly are considered as "not bad".. budden this maths is goin to PULL ME DOWN..


for the first time in my POLY life, i actually felt these way..

* first time i dun even bother to study..
* first time i feel like crying while trying to study something..
* first time i feel like giving up..

* first time i neva read my notes on the way to sch (i actually watch the chn8 9pm on tv mobile and happily dozing off )
* first time i feel stress when doin the paper..
* first time i feel stress when i see ppl goin out of the hall
* first time i feel like crying when doin the paper
* first time my brain tells my heart to stop doing
* first time i gif up the paper
* first time i neva do a 20 marks qn
* first time i cant finish the paper

i haf no mood to study tml test.. the maths paper is a spoiler.. haiss... 2 more days to freedom~~ TERESA HANG ON~~ 2 MORE TO GO~