Friday, October 14, 2005
finally cut my hair
yup.. i cut my hair.. and it look not much of a difference.. short fringe, long hair.. perhaps look like a tail coz i cut v-shape AGAIN.. 1 sem ago dat time dat aunty cut v-shape until behind like no hair.. now i go cut again.. bleahs.. very ugly now.. esp my fringe.. grrr.. feel like cutting again.. duno y i suddenly "high" on cutting hair.. =X i wan to cut n cut until i no hair.. but i promised dear to keep my hair very very long b4 cutting it real short.. BUT IT JUST DONT SEEMS TO BE GROWING!!! i had enuff of long hair.. I WAN SHORT HAIR NOW!!! cant wait to cut it off~! bleahs *faster grow pls*


kimage got 50% off hair dye at tampines 201D until 30th dec.. i wanted to go but i dun wan to dye it on my long hair.. coz i'll be cutting it away sooner or later.. so bleahs wat a waste..


realised something.. i'm rather upset by this.. i duno whether i shld write it here coz i dun wish the person involve to read it.. but but but i really duno who to confide in.. sometimes keeping thing to oneself is really hard yet i dun wish to make my prob become other ppl's prob.. hais.. does ppl really change wif time? i felt the change in me, so do i felt the change in someone.. or mayb it's me who make everything change.. i dun feel the frenship, the trust, the care anymore.. i feel so insignificant to some of them..


wat is the defination of true fren? to me they are.....
someone who is close to u in our heart, thinks that u r the best even if u are not perfect, wont gif up on u and always there to support u, may not always tgt but always be there for u when u need them even if they cant comfort u they will still be there to at least lend u a shoulder to lean on, confide in u and also willing to hear ur probs out and try their best to help u.. truly care abt u.. ok that'a abt all, wat's ur defination of true frens?


after writing out i feel slightly better.. bleahs but i still dun feel gud.. nvm i tink such feeling will get over soon.. i noe i'm not someone who can be a true fren.. just like true love, true frens are hard to find.. no matter is love or frens, hope everyone haf someone who is true to u~! =D