Friday, December 21, 2007
lonely holidays
felt so lonely this holiday.
i shld have gone to work!
at least there's things to do and extra $$$!!
moreover, with $$$ i can make myself happier!
anybody want to buy iTouch for my xmas present?

havent been driving for like half a yr.
sometimes i wonder why i get the license
when i cant even drive the car myself!
used to be so confident driving on the road.
but due to some sarcastic remarks i've lost all my confidence.
i'm so easily affected by remarks.
argh. hate myself!

reflecting on the 20yrs of my life...
i've yet to acheive anything!
felt like i'm wasting the earth's resource
wish i can start my life all over again.

hate myself and my life.