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Teresa Nus Arts Forever 18 =P Tag Me!
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Wednesday, January 28, 2009
feeling so unmotivated to go for lessonsholiday mood. not exactly CNY mood though. i want to live my life to the fullest! i want to live my life like i'm gonna die tmr. but how exactly can i achieve that? what can i do with restrictions? why do i have to think of others' feeling? why do i have to be called selfish when i wanna do things my way? why cant i do the things i like? how can i be happy? how can i live my life to the fullest? how can i enjoy my life? how do i cherish the time i have? will i regret when i look back at my life 40 years later? why rachel likes to bully me? questions and more questions. this is my blog. yet i dont really blog down my deepest inner most feelings. cos i dont want to answer queries abt it. cos i dont want to explain things that remind me of unhappiness. yet at times i wanted ppl to care. of cos i know some ppl really cared. sometime i felt that i'm better off being alone but yet i felt lonely, neglected. why leh? why like that huh? why is life so contradicting? 有那么多的感触, 但却不能说出来 |