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Monday, April 27, 2009
first paper
took my first paper today...i think i totally screwed it upside down north south east and west. section A, i think only 2 questions out of 80 i'm sure of the ans Section B, i think i missed out one WHOLE page of fill in the blanks cos when eleanor ask me the ans for one question i totally dont rmb doing any of the question anywhere!!!! and i think i only did 3 pages out of the 4 supposedly. section C, out of 2 qns, one whole question TOTALLY dont know how to ans. argh. i'm already kinda demoralized for the whole sem. till the extent that i dont want to study for my exams. now this paper made my morale even lower. although can S/U it lah. but in my whole 22 years of life, i've nv done any exams until such a pathetic extent. i did have mind blanks during exams before but i can just crap or bullshit something out! this time's really different! i want bullshit also dont know what to shit lor. what to do? who to blame? i know it's my own fault that i didnt put in much effort to study, i know i failed at time management, i know i shouldnt be doing this and that. i knew it all, seriously. but somehow i just dont have to motivation to correct myself. i know it's over, whining and thinking so much wont help. but this is so depressing! and i think it's gonna affect the rest of my papers. what a depressing semester.... |