Monday, April 27, 2009
first paper
took my first paper today...
i think i totally screwed it upside down north south east and west.

section A,
i think only 2 questions out of 80 i'm sure of the ans

Section B,
i think i missed out one WHOLE page of fill in the blanks
cos when eleanor ask me the ans for one question
i totally dont rmb doing any of the question anywhere!!!!
and i think i only did 3 pages out of the 4 supposedly.

section C,
out of 2 qns,
one whole question TOTALLY dont know how to ans.


argh. i'm already kinda demoralized for the whole sem.
till the extent that i dont want to study for my exams.
now this paper made my morale even lower.
although can S/U it lah.
but in my whole 22 years of life,
i've nv done any exams until such a pathetic extent.
i did have mind blanks during exams before
but i can just crap or bullshit something out!
this time's really different!
i want bullshit also dont know what to shit lor.

what to do?
who to blame?
i know it's my own fault that i didnt put in much effort to study,
i know i failed at time management,
i know i shouldnt be doing this and that.
i knew it all, seriously.
but somehow i just dont have to motivation to correct myself.

i know it's over,
whining and thinking so much wont help.
but this is so depressing!
and i think it's gonna affect the rest of my papers.
what a depressing semester....