Friday, August 14, 2009
1st week
1st week of sch just ended in a flash.
i havent even get used to waking up for classes.
very fast, wk 2..
then wk 3, 4, 5, 6 .... 13, exams!!
then... HOLIDAY!! =D
ok maybe i looked too far forward already.
but time flies isnt it?

everything is moving so fast.
yet i'm still walking slowly,
taking my own sweet time..
before i know it,
i have to start looking for jobs already.
wonder how can i 锁住时间
i really needa wake up and start planning.
i realized i'm kinda in a denial state.
how i wish life could be as simple as ABC
hahahaha!

and there's this one thing on my mind.
kinda frustrated due to this,
cos i simply cant get it off my mind.
but on the other hand,
it might be the case that i'm thinking too much.
and i kinda dont want to face it..
guess i'm still not prepared for anything like this.

btw, i'm still very traumatized by school.
cos there are so many things that i've forgotten,
so many things i dont understand,
so many things to study..
i need a smarter, critical brain and a better memory.
=(